It seems like there are so many consequences to everything that we do even when the decisions we are trying to make are good ones, beneficial ones for our family. Decisions effect so many people. Sometimes we don’t even know the full impact of decisions until after we make them.
Many times, people will let you know when they feel a decision is impacting them not always in the nicest ways either. My guilt is enough that someone wouldn’t even have to say anything for me to convince myself that I have caused irreparable harm to them. Yes, really.
I think in the end though, I have seven children and a wife who depend on me. I also have to face myself in the mirror every morning and being religious, know that I have to face my maker someday. That being said, my decisions cannot be influenced by other people outside that circle, I cannot let the fear of confrontation or guilt stop me from making those tough decisions.
I will always wish that decisions were easier and didn’t impact so many but in the end, I just hope I can keep making them
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