I truly wish that I could put into words what I am feeling. I am truly at a loss...
I am feeling lost enough that I had to do something to purge my mind so I could focus on what is important...
I am not pretending to be something I am not. I am not the same me I was and it is my hope that I will not be the same me tomorrow. That being said, you are welcome to form your own opinions of me, like me or dislike me, I cannot live my life trying to be everything to everyone. I think those that attempt to will lose themselves in the process.
I am responsible for my actions, at times I am a disappointment, at times I am a surprise...but consequence or blame you will never do near as much damage to me as I have done to myself.
Sadly, those who believe they know me have only seen glimpses along a very long road...the perspective they have is the one their own eyes and ears give them...they cannot see what I see, hear what I hear...truthfully I would not want them to...not when I was a child, nor now this very moment...
I will NEVER be who you want me to be, nor will I ever be who I wanted to be...but I will always be me...and everyone will see me differently.
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