So , I titled this blog before writing it, because I figured that is what I would do...ramble. Basically, I just need a few minutes to dump my thoughts before I try and go to sleep. It has been a busy workday, like 11 hours, and I am still sitting in front of my PC by choice...
So, if you can believe it, I have been sitting here for 15 minutes typing and deleting this line over and over. That's right, I have started this paragraph multiple times and deleted what I had to say every time except now...why you ask? Because, I know that it is going to be posted on the internet for everybody and their brother to read and I didn't want any reprocussions...lol.
Isn't that hilarious, I can give some hints though. I started with complaining about people, it was pretty generic when typed, but I was very specific in my head. Then I deleted that because I felt guilty, as yesterday at church they talked about pride and speaking ill of others. Once, I deleted I thought I would try to repent for it by getting all philosophical and typing about looking for the good in others. But...I started feeling hypocritical because, after all, I know what I had just deleted.
Then, after deleting that, I started to type something about the events of the past week, as there were many, and I thought to myself, I have pretty much chatted all that stuff up on Twitter and Facebook, so what is the point of restating the obvious.
The truth is, I am just tired and wanting to sleep, but I can't turn off the voices in my head. They just keep talking and so I keep typing. Eventually, I will just fall asleppjjds here asjd the asdj computwerjkl lkj;laksjdlkasjdks sakjd jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj
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Happens to me all the time...too many thoughts swirling around in my head and I can't sleep!